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i'm supposed to go back to work on tuesday, and i'm freaking out. i don't know if i can do it! i've already taken off way more time than i originally had planned, but i am still not ready!! i gave brandon 2.4 million kisses so far today and lots of hugs. i'm gonna miss him SOOOO much. i've only ever been away from him twice - one night while we went to a wedding, and for 30 minutes when i went to safeway while tim watched him. what am i going to do??
we'll see how my mom does watching him. i don't think she planned on watching him for 5 days a week either, but she has never even done one full day, so we'll see what happens. eeeeeek!!!
